8/14/2007

When was the last time I wrote a blog? I don't even know... it feels like a past life for me. But now I have a few precious minutes and am sitting at a place where there's internet, basically killing some time. So here it is!

Hmm... apparently I have no current thoughts. Just a mumble-jumble of crazy mad rushings-around with many people. I'm always around people... so now living on my own for the next week feels very... lonely. Which is probably why I'm not even at home right now, although I'm sitting at my steady flame's empty house instead. Wherever I am, God is with me, and right here, I have a wee connection to the internet to write such a blog. And here comes someone to be a friend.

Sometimes it's nice to just have a calm moment... I'm not completely by myself because anyone could walk in at any time and Curtis is meandering around... but it's still, and quiet... and a comfortable place to be. I think about how different my life is from the summer to school time... like red and green almost. Although both may be green because I'm on the go all the time. But they're still mostly opposites. Summer is running from one thing to the next... school will be much more uniform I think. I won't be able to spend so much time with people. And that's a sad thought for me, but I am excited to go back as well. Only a couple more days of work, a week and a half at camp... and then school starts up again!

And it's neat to learn about God in a different setting. I've been so used to getting up in the morning and spending some time with God and then going through my day. There have been many times where I've walked with God throughout the day in the past, and it's been a re-learned concept over the summer. Not completely re-learned yet, but perhaps in the near future. There's something about focusing your mind and heart on Jesus every moment, and doing everything by God's grace and because I love Him that just makes the day beautiful and worriless! And I'm positive that this way of living is what He meant by giving us an "abundant" life. It truly is abundant!

And I must now give up the internet and search out some food. Not having a scheduled day makes things interesting... I never know where supper is coming from when I start my day.

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