Rambling thoughts

OK. Since those were my thoughts a few days ago, I feel that it's okay to write yet another one. Warning: these thoughts are probably very disconnected and unorganized. There's no "point" to what I'm saying today (actually, it sort of sounds like the book "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime" which I'm reading right now. It's the thoughts of a boy with autism).
It's now Thursday, which means I've made it through the rest of this crazy week. I don't have to work tomorrow, and I'm not sure if that's a good thing because I'm getting fairly low on finances. Not that I haven't been doing nothing outside of work. It is quite the opposite. This week has been CRAZY, and the blog for Tuesday was just the beginning. I've had adventures of riding my bike places, taking the bus, being stuck watching an Oiler's parade while trying to get to work, and the normal things in between. Right now I'm in the attic of my sister and bro-in-laws house and it's very hot.
Since it's May long this weekend, I have decided to go camping with a couple of girls. I've never been May long camping before, so this also will be an adventure. I can't really tell about where I'm at in my thought process or spiritually or anything cuz I don't completely know. That's not true. I do know, but have no idea how to describe it to anyone. Just quiet I suppose. Just quiet and still inside. A little humbled, but also knowing that God doesn't want me thinking about myself like this. It's good to examine ourselves, but we don't have to overanalyze at all. Which makes me appreciate alot of my friends who don't think about these things but are just golden on the inside and out.
So, I'm going to go eat a sandwich and probably fill out a scholarship application outside since it's so nice, and then maybe Tricia and Dan will be home and we'll set up the hammock and read for a bit. It's funny living as I am right now - I think about the "someday" that I'll be serving God full time and probably not have time to do silly things like think about myself. Sometimes I hope that that "someday" is sooner than "someday" just because I know a bit of what it means to follow God now, and how amazing and purposeful it is. And since it's all for God's glory, following Him means right now too! So, all that said, pretty much the "someday" is right now if I choose to accept it.